As I look over my previous posts I see how optimistic I was when I first heard about my husbands job loss. But here we are over 3 weeks later closer to the due date when we will be out of a job, pay check, health insurance, and a house. Here we are without any word or any job opening of any kind and my faith is crumbling day by day. I try so hard to believe that God truly is in control but this silence is so very hard. I feel as if I'm going through the angry phase now and I feel like my 4 year old, all angry and temperamental. I want to kick and scream like she does ha ha! Every day I am having to apologize for my lack of faith as well as my disrespect and anger for not getting my way. Oh how I wish I were a patient woman, a woman after Gods own heart. But I'm not. At all!! I have so much work that needs to be done on my heart. Thank goodness He does not ever give up on us. I'm so grateful for that!
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hang in there. He will come through. When my daughter was born over 30 years ago my husband quit his job and started another one... I was scared! It was the best move of our lives - so much so that I didn't have to go back to work right away. I'm always amazed how Awesome God is and our ideas don't always match up with his, but keep an open mind and heart. His will will be done.
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